June 2010
3 posts
Where's my damnned silver lining?
You know how they say you can’t appreciate the highs until you’ve suffered the lows? Well, I’m starting to feel like this saying is not so friendly. Fuck the lows. Can’t I just have a mundane slow, emotionless life? There are too many downs. In the past three months alone I have: Dealt with my partner of 3 years being jailed for hitting me. Dealt with the break up of...
Jun 21st
scream and shout, laugh, or hide?
What do you do when you don’t know what to do? I want to scream.              shout.              laugh.              cry.              hide.             clean.             die. How dare he commit suicide? I don’t know how to deal with that. So i’m not. Stupid, I know. But I was hardly stable as it was, how can I be expected to want to deal with this now. he’s in...
Jun 8th
R.I.P
What do you do when your best friend commits suicide?
Jun 4th